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Hey .. if you are looking for me.. you can come to Second Life or find me on skype with the same name as the name I have in Second Life. :)
Hope to hear from you soon AYE!!

Hello Is Anybody Out There?

I am going to try to blog more. Again.
I was reading over my old posts.. and omg.. its crazy how life twists and turns isnt it?
Once again, I am unemployed. I closed on my home and lost my job the same day.. unlike a previous post where I got a job and this home on the same day! heh. The very same home. :)
Amazing. Doing ok even though some days are worse than others. Its like life is passing me by.. I've been out of work since last November.
I still take photos when I can. I'm still still still trying to heal my broken heart even after 2 relationships since him. Neither of which were anything more than something to pass the time with.
My boys are alive and doing good. The main thing is they are alive. The devil tried to take them both from me. Sorry devil.. not mine.
I still play Second Life 3.5 years or so now. I lost granny when we both went into that world tho. She decided for reasons still unknown to me, to just pretend we never were friends. Strange, but true. Oh well.
Let's see.. what else.. no job, doing ok, bought house, heart still broken, kids alive, and no granny.. I guess I haven't forgotten anything. I'll post more .. stay tuned.
Hope you all are doing well. It sure has been a very long time.

Woot

I found it! Ok... So.. is anybody still here?

Second Life

I vanished into another world last January. It is a world unlike any other. I like it there.
I managed to bring a little of my first life into my second life. (notice the photo of the leaves). I have always adored Aussies, and I have a quite a few Aussie cartoons that I enjoy playing with. The one in the photo is very special to me. Unfortunately, he had to leave second life to deal with a real life sickness. I hope that he can return soon. Shortly after we said hello, back in March, he sung (typed) the entire song "Autumn Leaves" to me I played a piano. This photo from Second Life, to me, is priceless.
Its funny how this game parallels real life, on so many levels. I think that is what amazes me the most about being "in world". I'm simply amazed.
In real life news... Happy New Year.. I got the job!

April to December

Hi There!
Surprise!
Been so long I forgot I had this muther fucker.
I'll start it up again.
I'm still pissed, but I'll get over it one day.
Thank you for your kind comments and good thoughts.
Stay Tuned..

DAMNIT

Rant bitch rant bitch rant bitch rant bitch rant bitch

Its what I've become. A ranting bitch. It must be due to all the losses I have had in the past 2 months. One door closes, another opens? The glass is half full? BULLSHIT!!! I say. FUCK ALL YALL should be my new motto.

It seems that I am the only fucking one who knows what the Golden Rule is. Frankly, I'm quite sick of it. When I tell ya I'm gonna do something, I fucking do it, but YOU can do whatever the fuck you want? Do unto others my ass. THAT is what the majority of the people in my life live by. I'm sick of it, sick of them and sick of the entire situation. Wanna know how I REALLY feel? Keep reading...

Another thing that pisses me off is when I think about all the money I've thrown up a wild bulls ass and have seem absolutely NO results. None. Zero. Nothing changed. Everything is exactly the same as it was. I guess it just goes to show that money doesn't solve every problem, and in my case, it didn't even help. It just put me incredibly deep in debt. Great. Exactly what I need.

I am trying to figure out what I need to do to pull myself together. I was thinking about just packing up and leaving in the middle of the night for destinations unknown and start completely over. Looking after only myself for a change. That seems to be the way that everyone around me operates and hell its working just fine for them. Or maybe I will just stay the course, keep looking to replace those things that I lost recently, and see how much I can take? Naw.. I'm done.

Life is just one big mystery, aint it?

I Love Penguins, But....

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